Prayers...

I'm asking for your prayers right now.  For some reason finding out that we can't buy a house and have to wait another year before doing so along with having to move and rent again has just torn me up.  I'm crying and trying to keep a strong front all at the same time.  I'm a strong person and for some reason this one seems harder than all the rest.  Maybe it's because we have tried so hard and now are punched back down.  Not to mention that I'm also trying to find a part time job and keep getting turned down as everyone is looking for one.  Every time I start to talk about it all the tears come out instead of my voice.

I'd love a miracle right now of someone buying the house we are currently in (as our landlord needs to sell it) and then renting it back to us until we can buy. What a miracle that would be.  That way we wouldn't have to move and take Sam away from his friends.  Yes, we'd just be moving a short distance away but still.  Sam has come so far lately and it's hard to take him away from that.